She told herself it was only temporary. This sadness would go away. She was smarter now, and more educated about mental illness and medications and home remedies. She actually made good decisions, sometimes, which helped increase her confidence. And yet, it seemed so unreal to be feeling this way...this sure, and comforted, and hopeful. It was like dreaming, though of course no dream she had ever had- hers left her feeling scared and disoriented when she woke up. They haunted her throughout the day and made her feel the need to shower and try to erase it.
She had to wonder if this was actually really happening, or if she were stuck again in some otherworld that this time decided to torture her in a whole new way.
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