Thursday, May 3, 2012

Need ReSPONSES

I knew it. I knew it knew it knew it.   All my life I have known nothing but shitty guys who played games, used me, abused, me....you name it- they did it. So i meet this 'nerd' when I buy my new laptop...and he's kinda cute, and we flirt a little, and next thing you know I have been seeing him for a month!!! Like, almost every night. And he's awesome, and wonderful, and almost too good to be true, and I am afraid to trust again as I have been 'here' before....and finally I begin to crumble...............................................and THEN I find out he's a pervert. A real 'seen every porno ever made everywhere from gay porn to transsexual porn to...well........yeah.' So WTF do I do???? He doesn't Do this stuff. I don't think. He doesn't watch teen porn or snuff films. i think.  He doesn't do anything freaky in bed. At least, not yet. And I don't know if it all turns him on, or if he just watches to watch.

Is this a red flag? Or is this normal?